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articles taken from the parish newsletter The Window (issued most weeks)
© the authors

2004 [click here for more recent Thoughts]

Keep me as the apple of your eye

Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings (Ps 17) This psalm is broadly about focus - God's focus on us, and our focus on God. David was being persecuted when he wrote this psalm. He had been anointed King of Israel but had been chased away from the palace, as his betrayers sought to kill him. He knew how important it was to stay focussed on the right things and so he makes his prayer that God may guard him, that God may keep him as the focus of his attention, and that God would hide him in the shadow of his wings.

What comforting words when he was on the run for his life. What comfort too for us when sometimes it may feel to us as though God is far away. Far from it. God loves each of his children and loves us so much that he wants to keep us in the centre of his attention. He has that watchful eye on us to make sure we don't stray into difficulty. God cares very much about what happens to us and wants to lovingly protect us. It can be a great comfort to feel that God is watching over us and that the feathers of his wings will keep us warm and safe, just as a mother bird would protect and warm her chicks.

That's God focus on us. What about our focus? What do I find myself focusing on today? In this psalm David mentions the trouble he is in; that there are those out to kill him, but he doesn't dwell on this. Instead, he chooses to focus on a deeper reality and draw strength from this. We tend to focus on very immediate things and often get fretful about all sorts of details. Such worry may keep us awake at night when everything then seems so much worse than it did in the daylight. Keeping those thoughts in check during the night hours can be quite a challenge. David makes a choice, he knows that if he keeps focused on God, he will begin to absorb something of God's likeness and that as he gazes on God he will find peace. Focusing on God helps to keep those worries and anxieties in check. It certainly didn't change anything for David overnight but he obviously gained strength for each day's battles as he focused on God. David knew that he could trust God's wings to be hovering over him, keeping him protected form the days troubles. David was able to sleep at night because of the confidence he had in God and because he regularly chose to focus on God and to trust in his providence, love and protection.

Will you, will I, do the same in the challenges that face us today and in the rest of the week?

Wendy Blagden


A Song for Europe

The 60 miles of French coast from the villages of Benoville in the east to St Mere Eglise in the west are very much like that of Devon and Cornwall. For centuries the area, known as Calvados, had escaped the ravages of the wars that had plagued Western Europe for almost 900 years. All that changed 60 years ago; the date was June 6th 1944, D-Day.

Of all the interviews with the veterans on this 60th Anniversary year, one particularly stayed with me. It was that of Franz Gokel, in 1944 a recently turned 18 year old German soldier, stationed at resistance post 62, on the beach of a small seaside town, Coleville-sur-mer, codenamed 'Omaha' by the allies. At 5.30am on the morning of D-Day approaching ships began shelling his position; once the invasion began he stayed at his post firing his machine gun for six hours, being told by his officer that if he kept on firing they just might survive. Alone in his small bunker, the wave upon wave of Allied troops was a terrifying sight; he was sure he was going to die. "I started to speak an imaginary letter to my Mother, 'Dear Mother, this is my last letter to you. This morning the Allies landed. There are hundreds of dead and dying lying in front of us on the beach, but still they come'." Franz started to pray that somehow it would all stop. His prayer was soon answered, he was shot in the hand and left the battle; he was one of only two out of 27 to survive.

Today, almost 80, with tears in his eyes he recalls,"I've told people I was praying a lot during the attack and one of the Allied soldier's that I am now friends with today said 'we were also praying'. We were praying and killing each other at the same time." The Normandy landings were more than a military struggle to liberate Western Europe from tyranny; the birth of modern Europe began on those beaches and landing grounds at dawn on that day. They spawned the United Nations and The Council of Europe. Eastern Europe waited another 45 years for their liberation. Today the Council of Europe consists of 46 nations; 800 million people with one anthem, Beethoven's "Ode to Joy" expressing the ideals of freedom, peace and solidarity - a true Song for Europe.

(Ps.126 v. 5 'May those who sow in tears reap with shouts of joy!' )

Andrew Graham


Remembering the dead

This Sunday evening we will have our annual Memorial Service, when those who were bereaved this year will come together and remember their loved ones - through prayer, through the lighting of a candle and through giving thanks for their lives. It's an important service of sharing our experience as a community and of supporting each other in our journeys through life.

'We are one people, one community and the death of one is the concern of all. In the face of death man can achieve grandeur, but if he turns his back on death he remains a child, clinging to a land of make-belief. For death is not the ending of the pattern of life's unwinding, but a necessary interruption. Through the painful work of grieving we rediscover the past and weave it afresh into a new reality... We may back away in fear, refuse the chance to change, drown our pain in drugs or alcohol or meaningless activity, or we may accept the pains of grief and begin the long struggle to rediscover meaning in a life whose meanings can no longer be taken for granted. There is no easy way through the long valley but we have faith in the ability of each one to find his own way, given time and the encouragement of the rest of us'  (Colin Marray Parkes)

Margreet Armitstead:


All Saints

In Buddhism, there are certain beings called bodhisattvas. They are men and women who have achieved enlightenment, which means that by deep meditation and uncountable acts of love towards other beings, they have become perfectly wise and infinitely compassionate. They could enter the perfect state of Nirvana and stay there forever. But instead they take a vow that they will wait until all beings are ready to enter Nirvana together. Until that day, they help everyone they can to achieve enlightenment, by sharing their wisdom and love.

I think of the saints in a similar way. They are people who have prayed and hoped, practised their faith and performed uncountable acts of love, until they have become exceptional followers of Christ. They could spend eternity in heaven, praying and praising God. Instead, we think of them as moving between heaven and earth, listening to the prayers of people like us, strengthening our faith, hope and love and helping us to become more saint-like in our turn. On All Saints' Day we give thanks for the lives of all the saints and for the help they continue to give us. We are grateful for their love, their teaching and their example. The faith they share with us is a lifeline connecting us to heaven. We look forward to the day when their work will be done, and every one of us will join them in the eternal presence of God.

Teresa Morgan

Bible Sunday

This Sunday is sometimes also called 'Bible Sunday' to remind us of the central importance of Holy Scripture in our lives. Clearly it is not enough to hear the Bible read in small portions on Sundays in church. The Bible needs to be a witness to the living word of God. We need to find time to read in it and live with it in such a way that God's word becomes the fountain from which our lives are refreshed. Reading and studying the Bible is a form of communion with God through which we are fed. St Paul makes the distinction between treating the Bible as a written code, full of wooden and dead words and - on the other hand - letting the words come alive through the Holy Spirit in our lives (2 Corinthians 3,6).

Whether we read the Bible in groups or alone, we must not remain at the dry surface meaning of individual words and sentences (better known as 'Bible bashing') but we must enter ourselves into the story and meet God as we do so. Chiara Lubich, the founder of the 'focolari movement' said once that if all Bibles were lost or burnt one day, people ought to be able to re-write it simply by observing the lives of Christians! This is the ancient prayer for this Sunday as written for the Book of Common Prayer: Blessed Lord, who caused all holy scriptures to be written for our learning: help us so to hear them, to read, mark, learn and inwardly digest them that, through patience, and the comfort of your holy word, we may embrace and for ever hold fast the hope of everlasting life, which you have given us in our Saviour Jesus Christ, who is alive and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God now and for ever.

Bernhard Schunemann
Three influential Christians are remembered this week (17 October)

St. Luke the Evangelist on the 18th, Henry Martin on the 19th and St. James of Jerusalem on the 23rd. Each life story has something to offer. Luke is believed to be the author of the Third Gospel and the Acts of the Apostles. He is the only non-Jewish New Testament author. His Gospel emphasises Christ's human love, and includes the parables of the Prodigal Son and the Good Samaritan, along with examples of Christ's compassion for sinners, outcasts and the poor. He is probably the physician who travelled with Paul on his difficult missionary journeys.

Henry Martyn was born in 1781, and was a brilliant mathematician and linguist. He had intended to enter the legal profession after Cambridge, but was called to leave those comforts behind to travel through India and Persia. He translated the New Testament into Hindi and revised the Arabic translation, making it available to millions. He died shortly after completing this task. His diary has been described as "one of the most precious treasures of Anglican devotion' as it describes the many trials and perils he faced to complete his mission.

James was the brother of Jesus. He is often referred to as 'James of Jerusalem', as there are at least 3 others (possibly 8!) with that name in the New Testament. In John's gospel, we are told that Jesus' brothers did not believe in Him. Jesus appeared to James after the Resurrection and James became a leader of the Christians in Jerusalem. He is believed to be the author of the Epistle of James. He was apparently respected even by the Pharisees for his strict observance of the Law, but enemies took advantage of an interval between Roman governors in 62 AD to have him killed for his new beliefs.

Mark Jones
HARVEST - the ten lepers

Last week the sanctuary in our church was packed with delicious and nutritious goodies, from healthy vegetables to chocolate Maltesers, taken to church by various groups in the wider Littlemore community including the local playgroup, schools, scouts and parishioners. For last week we celebrated an important and joyful occasion: Harvest. Harvest is a great opportunity for us to express gratitude. Somehow it is very human to be ungrateful, isn't it, to complain, to see the bad side of life, of people, of situations, let alone the weather. Often, however, we don't mean to be ungrateful, we simply forget to give thanks.

In the Gospel passage of today Jesus heals ten people suffering from leprosy. One comes back to thank Jesus. We don't know why the others didn't, but quite possibly simply because life had moved on for them and they forgot. We don't always have to pay back exactly what is given us. If we are grateful in life for what is given us, then that will become clear by the way we can freely give. Hopefully something touched the heart of the other nine, so that, although they didn't come back to thank Jesus, they may well have adopted a more generous, grateful attitude to life around them. Jesus would have found that more important than a polite 'thank you.'

Margreet Armitstead


HARVEST - hidden meanings

How many other words can you make out of the word 'HARVEST'? That will be the question I will ask the children at our school harvest festival service this week (don't tell them!). My hope is that the children will re-arrange the letters and find the word EAT. Surely that goes right to the heart of HARVEST. We give thanks to God for the food that sustains our body. But there are other words hidden in the word HARVEST: STARVE for example. It must dawn on us rather uncomfortably, that we here in England with our temperate climate and our industrially controlled food-production never seem to have to starve, but that there are still many parts of the world where people literally have not enough food to sustain themselves. But the letters of the word HARVEST can come up with another variant: SHARE. A good harvest for us means having more than enough to eat, it must also mean sacrificially sharing with those who are less fortunate.

There are many other words that can be constructed out of the letters HARVEST. But my hope is that we will discover one more word and that is the word REST. This will help us to reflect on a great and deep truth of Harvest: When God created the world he built in the idea of having a sabbatical rest. Our modern European life style has put us in danger of overlooking this. We are driven relentlessly to be productive. Our food-production is maintained by rest-less technology (chemicals and genetic engineering, pressure on farmers). Our lives are driven by ever increasing demands of consumption. And all the while we are in danger of forgetting our vocation to be good stewards of the earth's precious resources and to put our lives in the service of our one and only God and Saviour. Let us use this time of harvest to re-dedicate our lives - in thanksgiving - to God and his Christ!

Bernhard Schunemann


Serving the Church This Sunday (26 September 2004) we celebrate the ordination to the priesthood of our curate Margreet Armitstead. The only thing in our Christian life that gives us status is, of course, our baptism, and as baptised Christian believers we all share in the famous 'priesthood of all believers'. A priest is ordained to serve in a church, so that all the believers can better fulfil their roles as Christians in the community. This is the job description the Bishop will be reading out at today's service:

A priest is called by God to work with the bishop and fellow priests, as servant and shepherd among the people to whom he or she is sent. Priests are to proclaim the word of the Lord, to call their hearers to repentance, and in Christ's name to absolve, and to declare the forgiveness of sins. They are to baptise, and prepare the baptised for Confirmation. They are to preside at the celebration of the Holy Communion. They are to lead their people in prayer and worship, to intercede for them, to bless them in the name of the Lord, and to teach and encourage by word and example. They are to minister to the sick, and prepare the dying for their death. They must set the Good Shepherd always before themselves as the pattern of their calling, caring for the people committed to their charge, and joining with them in a common witness to the world.

Bernhard Schunemann


Our baptism vows

This Sunday is a very special Sunday for us in Littlemore. Not only will there be a Baptism during our main service, but we will also have many families with us who have had a baptism in the past two years. They have been specially invited to be with us this Sunday because all parents, godparents and those baptised will be able to renew their baptism vows. So the service will be a wonderful opportunity to recommit ourselves to Christ.

All of us have travelled a bit further in our lives since our baptisms or the baptisms of our children, have had a bit more exposure to the rough and tumble of life. Therefore we can approach the vows in a renewed, yet deeper way. We can wonder to what extend we have actually taken these vows seriously. For if taken seriously, these vows are totally life changing, life enhancing. They invite us to leave behind anything that separates us from God and instead turn to Christ, the way of life, forgiveness, love, light. These are quite heavy-duty things to promise.

At our baptism we received a candle, the symbol of the light of Christ, the new light in our lives. What should we do with this light and with all the promises that we made? Well, the answer to that question comes at the end of the service when we encourage to step out into the world with our renewed commitment to Christ with the words, 'Shine as a light in the world to the Glory of God the Father.'

Margreet Arnitstead
Cloud of witnesses

Some time ago, I wrote in the Window about the stained-glass 'Rabbit Trinity' in Long Melford Church, Suffolk. Three rabbits (or hares) follow each other in a triangle, feet outwards and heads to the centre. Each rabbit shares each ear with one of the other two, so that between them they have three ears in all. This week I discovered that this design, known as the Three Hares, has now been found in more than twenty British churches, and in France and Germany too.

What's more, the same design has been found on Mongol coins and a brass tray from twelfth-century Muslim Iran, surrounded by the words 'happiness and blessing'. Further east and even longer ago, it appears on the ceilings of a group of seventh century Buddhist cave temples at Dunhuang in China. Dunhuang was a trading post on the Silk Road which ran from China to Western Europe, and it seems likely that the three hares came (rather like the wise men) from the East along with fine silks and other goods. They were not the only non-material travellers. As merchants, soldiers, pilgrims and craftsmen went to and fro they told stories, and many of the same stories can be found all along the Silk Road. (Noah's Flood is one of them.)

Scholars are not sure what the three hares meant in Buddhism or Islam. But they remind us of how much Christianity owes to other cultures and religions. We also remember how we borrowed the Old Testament from Israel and much of our theology from the Greeks. Whenever we are tempted to contrast ourselves with other faiths, or call ourselves God's chosen people, we should never forget how much we owe to God's other people. We belong to a world-wide cloud of witnesses.

Teresa Morgan
A modern parable

One of the most exciting new developments - in my opinion - in this parish in recent times is the building of the huge multiplex cinema next to the football stadium. To be able to walk (or cycle) to the cinema and then have a selection of twelve films to chose from, what a luxury!

Good films for me can be like the parables that Jesus tells: absorbing stories that create in me a deeper understanding of God's interaction with his world. Billy Elliott is such a film. It's the story of a small boy growing up in a Northeast mining community at the height of the 1980s miners' strike. All his male relatives are miners. But Billy develops and interest, even a passion for ballet dancing. - not an easy interest to pursue in his particular environment.

The film goes on to tell the story of how Billy ultimately succeeds as a ballet dancer despite of huge domestic opposition. Billy grows up without a mother; she had died when he was two years old. She had, though left him a letter to be opened on his seventeenth birthday. Billy treasures this letter and one day he cannot resist it and he opens it long before his 17th birthday, it reads: "Dear Billy I am sorry I died when you were still so young. But I want you to know one thing, and this one thing I want you to know and believe very firmly, whenever you think of me you must know that there is at least one being in the world who really and truly loves you."

I think this could be a parable summing up the essence of our faith: Whenever we think of God, whenever we pray we can be assured of one thing, one very certain thing: there is one being in this world who loves us most certainly and must unconditionally!

Bernhard Schunemann

The Saints

In the Church of England we remember saints and holy Christians from the whole spectrum of Christian history. This week we have a particularly varied bunch making up our Christian heritage, inspiring us on our own journey and praying for us in our daily struggles.

On Monday (30 August) we commemorate John Bunyan. He was a barely educated wandering odd-job man in the 17th century. He educated himself to read and write by reading the Bible. Because he was a nonconformist and early founder of Baptist churches he spent a considerable part of his life in prison during which time he wrote "Pilgrims Progress", a greatly entertaining story of "Christian's" journey through life in search of salvation.

On Tuesday (31 August) it's the turn of St Aidan, who was a missionary Bishop of Lindisfarne (7th century). He combined living as a monk on a remote offshore island with converting Northumberland to Christianity.

On Wednesday (1 September) we remember St Giles, a hermit who specialist in caring for outcasts with leprosy, hence churches on the edge of city walls are dedicated to his patronage.

On Thursday (2 September) we remember the 20th century Anglican martyrs who gave their life in the mission to Papua New Guinea.

On Friday (3 September) is the day of St Gregory the Great, he re-founded the English Church after the turmoil of the dark ages by sending St Augustin to Canterbury.

On Saturday (4 September) it's the turn of our local St Berinus (first Bishop of Dorchester) who converted people of this area to Christianity by first converting King Cyegils, the then King of Wessex.

Bernhard Schünemann


Spiritual gifts

Now about spiritual gifts, brothers and sisters, I do not want you to be ignorant. You know that when you were pagans, somehow or other you were influenced and led astray to dumb idols. Therefore I tell you that no-one who is speaking by the spirit of God says, 'Jesus be cursed', and no-one can say 'Jesus is Lord' except by the Holy Spirit
(1 Corinthians 12,1-3)

What is St Paul talking about here? He is talking about how we pray, about our 'spirituality'. There is so much longing for 'spirituality' all around us. And more than ever before there is so much on offer to satisfy the spiritual hunger of our age. It is like a bewildering supermarket in which we are invited to pick and choose bits of spirituality from any tradition and none to suit us. Everything is offered as being of equal value: from meditation to aromatherapy, from tree-hugging to life-style-consulting the choice is apparently endless.

How are we to choose between all this? St Paul is offering us a very simple test: if it brings us closer to the simple truth that 'Jesus is Lord' then it is good, whatever the method. Although Paul is the earliest Christian writer in the New Testament, he is already drawing on a tradition. "Jesus is Lord" is the oldest of all Christian creeds. Unlike some of the creeds that came later, it can help us to pray. And if we say it, the Holy Spirit of God is speaking inside us.

Bernhard Schunemann

'My spirit rejoices in God my saviour' (Luke 1,46)

During the middle of August, when most people think of holidays and when the summer fruits are beginning to be seriously ripe, the Christian church throughout the world celebrates the festival of the 'Blessed Virgin Mary' (15 August). There are other festival days and times celebrating this most important of saints but it is the middle of August that all in East and West were able to agree on!

For us in Littlemore it is one of our patronal festival days. Mary is important for us because of her closeness to Jesus. She is the first 'real Christian' in that she brought Jesus into the world: in her the word of God truly became flesh. She received the love of God, she was filled with it and she gave of it to the world when it had become part of her. Her closeness to God also gave her a special insight into the radical values of the Christian faith as expressed in her famous prayer the Magnificat (Luke 1,46-55)

As Christians who follow in her footsteps we have that same opportunity every time we receive Holy Communion: we are filled with the reality of the love of Christ and we go out from here to make God's love real in the world. For Mary this involved the greatest sacrifice that any mother or indeed and parent may ever have to make, a piercing of the heart from which it is almost impossible to recover: the death of her beloved child. For most of us a sacrifice on that scale will not be required, but we can bring all our pain and disappointment for healing to God, knowing that she is there praying for us as our patron and our forerunner.

Bernhard Schünemann

'You fool! This very night your life is being demanded of you' (Luke 12. 20)

Often, when a family member dies, ancient wounds and resentments between brothers and sisters get reactivated: perhaps one sibling feels that she or he was less loved or favoured than the other; but the hurt then becomes focused, symbolically, on the dead person's things and the details of the will. Sometimes families can be split for whole generations over quite minor matters of inheritance. Today's gospel is about this (sadly common) form of human alienation. But as so often, the parable that Jesus tells in response to a question about inheritance is seemingly more discomforting than it is satisfying.

Jesus does not tell us how to heal the wounds of family resentment; nor does he give sage, legal advice on how to share an inheritance fairly (as his questioner requests). Instead he cuts to the quick: any attempt to hoard wealth is itself a form of spiritual death. Our life hangs in God's hands at every moment; it is only 'richness towards God' that matters, and all possessions tend to wrench us away from that final good. And that is why, according to the same gospel writer's testimony, the poor are intrinsically 'blessed' (Luke 6. 20).

This is a hard saying in a culture obsessed with the accumulation of wealth and status, and bent on the denial of death. But it is a word of tremendous comfort for those who feel they have nothing, or who stand shaken before the facts of death: they hold the secret of what it is to be 'rich before God'. And what could be more important than that?

Sarah Coakley
Martha and Mary

The Gospel reading this week describes a visit of Jesus to the house of Martha and Mary. Martha is busy preparing food, Mary sits at the feet of Jesus and listens to his teaching. Martha is upset about the lack of action in Mary and asks Jesus to tell Mary to help her. Jesus answers, 'Martha, Martha, you are worried about so many things, but just one is needed. Mary has chosen the right thing and it will not be taken away from her.' In the previous chapters of the Gospel travel and hospitality had been important themes.

At the time it was considered the duty of women and slaves to provide meals for guests and therefore Martha was doing the right thing as far as she was concerned. Mary, on the other hand, was breaking away from the expected role for women. She was sitting at the feet of Jesus, like a disciple. Martha tried to call Mary back to her expected role of server, but Jesus points out something valuable for us.

We all have expected roles in our life, expected by society, by our families or by ourselves. We all have our duties. Jesus was not rejecting the importance of what Martha was doing, but he pointed out that we should not be so preoccupied with our daily tasks, that we have no time and energy left for listening to God and be nourished spiritually. A very simple meal would have been enough for Jesus and it would have given Martha time to sit at Jesus' feet for some time as well.

Margreet Armitstead
Independence Day

On the 4th of July, 1776 the thirteen American colonies signed a Declaration of Independence from British rule. The Declaration, written largely by Jefferson, highlighted the reasons for the separation and their ambitions for the future. It opens with these famous words: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness". It concludes "And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of Divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes, and our sacred Honor".

In other words, they present their decision in terms of their rights, justice and what they believe God would want for them. They expressed themselves in tones they realised would ring through the centuries, as whatever the consequences of their decision, it would certainly be historic. The Bible tells new nations, "When you have entered the homeland that God gives you, serve Him faithfully. Deal generously with the alien and the homeless, for you were homeless aliens in the land of Egypt." (Deuteronomy 10:17-21).

We can take pleasure in our nation's achievements, but the Bible (Hebrews 11:8-16) reminds us that national pride needs to be kept in check - God doesn't want us to use all our energy setting up new countries here on Earth, but to strive for a better country- a heavenly one.

Mark Jones
A wonderful lesson in tolerance

In the Gospel passage of today, Jesus is on his way to Jerusalem and asks his disciples to get things ready for him in a Samaritan village. They are refused hospitality. So the disciples ask, 'do you want us to call fire down from heaven and to destroy them?' But Jesus rebuked his disciples for this suggestion and simply went to another village. A wonderful lesson in tolerance.

When Abraham Lincoln was criticised for being too courteous to his enemies and reminded that it was his duty to destroy them, he gave the great answer, 'Do I not destroy my enemies when I make them my friends?' Even if someone seems utterly mistaken from where we stand, we must never regard him as an enemy to be destroyed but as a strayed friend to be recovered by love. A great challenge for us. However it is what we are asked to do.

To love our enemies, to transform through love. May God be with us to inspire us.

Margreet Armitstead
Trinity Season

I cleared the ground
untiringly. The hedges needed clipping.
Under the fence stole buttercups and elder,
tangled with hybrid teas. I weeded
nettles from borders and collected seeds
towards next autumn's sowing.

I meant to talk
as soon as I had mown the lawn once more. But You
were readier to hear than I to pray
and gave me more than I deserved -
more than I dreamed that I desired -
reason to keep away until I dared bring love to light;
to root out fear and let compassion flower.

Teresa Morgan
 

'When I was in prison you came to me...'

As many of you know I am a teacher, and on the Education Management Team at a prison for young offenders. It is very easy to assume that when Jesus gave us these words 'when I was in prison you came to Me' He was only addressing the situation in which my students find themselves. The problem with that approach is that it is all too easy to feel sanctimonious, and that we are being very charitable if we go anywhere near such an institution.

I believe Jesus was addressing all of us. There are crimes which society deems worthy of a custodial sentence, however all of us do things about which we feel guilty, and that guilt can become its own prison. If we are going to carry out Jesus' wish it demands that we be honest with each other and with ourselves about the 'prisons' we find ourselves in. We will then be in a position to offer compassion, loving and reassuring one another. We must not judge because it may well be the other way round next week!!! Through this exchange we will find ourselves growing closer and closer to our Lord. This has certainly been my experience through my work. It is pure joy to work with the young men, and through them God teaches me much about my own need for repentance and for forgiveness.

Judy Baldwin


Where shall wisdom be found?

One of the readings for today is taken from the book of Proverbs. Wisdom speaks directly to mankind. She says, 'The Lord created me in the beginning of his works, before all else that he made, long ago.' After a poetic description of all the things that Wisdom had been created before, she goes on straight away with the following, 'Then I was at his side each day, his darling and delight, playing in his presence continually, playing on earth, when he had finished it, while my delight was in mankind.'

It seems significant that the first actions of Wisdom were to do with playing a carefree and joyful play in the presence of God. No mention of deep reflections on the meaning of life, no intricate theological theories. No simple play in the presence of a loving Lord. These days play seems to have been reserved for children. Yet in the Bible passage of today it was Wisdom. At the moment I am doing an after school club called 'Godly Play.' It is meant to be a play that comes from within, as a response to a Bible story.

Could it be that Wisdom herself is inspiring this kind of play, making us discover God's love for us and our love for God afresh? In which case, is this kind of play only for children? Are we, 'mature adults,' desiring wisdom, not denying ourselves something life-giving, refreshing, enjoyable and even necessary if we think play is only for children?

Margreet Armitstead


Pentecost

I am writing this on the eve of my departure to Israel, where I shall be at a conference for the week before Pentecost. The conference - at Tantur, between Jerusalem and Bethlehem - is bringing together Christians from all around the world (Orthodox, Catholic, Protestant) to discuss the theme of 'Forgiveness'. It is a poignant time in Israel for such a discussion, as you well know: my own paper is on the 'fearfulness of forgiveness' (see Psalm 130.4) - on the human impossibility of forgiveness, except as mediated through the divine.

Please pray for peace, and for forgiveness, in the Holy Land. And please pray for the renewed gift of the Spirit this Pentecost; one tends to despair of hope in so many areas, but only if we ask for the Spirit (and mean it!) do things begin to change. In fact then we tend to get more than we had bargained for. I'm afraid I have been a wretched correspondent this year: my weekly trips to Princeton, where I've been on a Fellowship, have been very draining. But I think of you all often, and pray for you. I shall be back again, God willing, in July, and so much look forward to seeing you all then. With my love and prayer, Ever yours in the Spirit,

Sarah Coakley


Our church clock

The church clock is ticking again! What a joy to have it back! Not only is it ticking but its is also striking again! And what a striking restoration it has undergone, many weeks of painstaking repainting and re-gilding has gone into this. Having not had it for a number of months has made me think why it is that church towers have clocks. Clearly they are in convenient places, often at the right height for everyone to see. But they are also a reminder of time passing.

In our Christian faith we do not believe that time is just endlessly repeating itself. We believe that our lives have a beginning a middle and an end, and so has the whole of creation. And by 'end' we mean 'goal' or purpose. The present is there with the possibility of redeeming the past. And the future is there pulling us forward towards God's truth. In the Bible, when the word 'time' is used, it is often used with a very significant meaning: time is often the word for MOMENT, in fact God's moment. We need to be careful not to miss these moments in our lives when God's reality breaks in and offers to change us.

On this Sunday after Ascension we are in an 'in between time', finishing the time of Easter and waiting eagerly to celebrate God's life-giving gift of his Holy Spirit at Pentecost (next Sunday). Waiting never needs to be a waste of time.

Bernhard Schunemann


The Ascension of Christ

Pussycat, pussycat where have you been?
I've been to London to visit the Queen.
Pussycat, pussycat what did you there?
I frightened a little mouse under the chair!


The implication in this nursery-rhyme is that the cat, despite his adventurous excursion, remained preoccupied with the usual cat routines of life, and so failed to glimpse the sight of majestic glory that had been the object of his journey. He failed to look up beyond the level of the skirting board.

At Ascension tide we are invited to glimpse the whole of the 'Christ experience' in one majestic moment. The ascension holds together everything about Jesus Christ: his becoming human at Christmas, his human suffering on Good Friday, his wonderful and mysterious resurrection and his being lifted up to sit beside God his father. Our humanity, taken by Christ at his birth in Bethlehem, is now deeply within God. Jesus' earthly ministry is no longer limited to the first half of the first century, it is now available to all people in every place and in every age.

The cat may after all have looked in the right place, but may have just missed something: In Luke's gospel the disciples are told to stop gazing into an empty sky but to look around them for the evidence of Christ's glory, the world around us is redolent with Christ's glory, let us take another look. On Thursday this week we celebrate Christ's Ascension.

Bernhard Schunemann (from an idea by Christopher Irvine)

The Water of Life

"Fons vitae" - Littlemore east windowThere is a verse in today's reading from Revelation which speaks of being guided to springs of the water of life. In our modern sanitised life we are familiar with our kitchen tap being the source of water but we don't have to go back very far in history to a time when people were completely dependent on local wells and springs. In many parts of the world this is still the case, and these springs are quite literally life giving - without them people would die. Many cultures for this reason view their springs as sacred places. If we consider one interpretation of "sacred" to be something God given, which brings us life and renews us, then we can see their point.

Each of us will have sacred springs within our own lives - God given people and places which renew, inspire and energise us. Sometimes we might stumble across such a spring by surprise, finding life and energy flowing from people and situations where we least expected it - think of the desert springs. Other springs of life we will find simply in our routine daily living. Often times these go unrecognised and it can be good practice at the end of a day to reflect and to give thanks for those moments during the course of the day that gave us new energy or inspired us. Water, of course can never really be owned and is meant to be shared as a source of life for all. In the words of one of our post communion prayers "may we whom the Spirit gives life, bring life to others".

Wendy Blagden


Easter - a new day

Sometimes the greatest miracle is just waking up to a new day. If you have had a serious illness or an operation, or survived an accident, you will know the feeling. You see the world with new eyes: everything is still here and you are in it, and it's wonderful. While the feeling lasts, the simplest activity is a treat. Stepping outside the door is an adventure. You feel you could do anything.

The miracle of salvation is like that. Human beings have made mistakes and done terrible evil. On Good Friday, we even tried to kill God in the person of Jesus Christ. But Jesus and God conspired to turn a disaster into a triumph.

On Easter morning, we find ourselves looking at an empty tomb. A neatly folded shroud. Jesus was dead, but he is gone. His followers are horrified. What has happened?

Just this: God has saved us from our own evil. God says to us, I love you and the world I made for you. My love for you is stronger than everything - much stronger than the death you tried to put me through. So I am giving you another chance. The evil you did is undone. Your sins are forgiven.

Salvation changes all our lives. On Easter morning, all the evil we have done and all the evil we have suffered, are washed away in God's overwhelming love. God gives us hope and joy. We are new people. Everything is possible.

God says, Behold, I make everything new.

Teresa Morgan


Easter - Christ is risen

"Resurrection" from Littlemore east window'Christ is risen' is the oldest and most important Christian truth. This is what St John Chrysostom preached about it in the fourth century: Enter ye all, therefore, into the joy of our Lord, and let both the first and those who come after partake of the reward. Rich and poor dance one with another. Ye who fast and ye who fast not, rejoice today. The table is full laden: do ye all fare sumptuously. The calf is ample, let none go hungry. Let all partake of the banquet of faith. Let all partake of the riches of goodness. Let none lament his poverty; for the kingdom is manifested for all. Let none bewail his transgressions; for pardon has dawned from the tomb. Let none fear death; for the death of the saviour has set us free. He has quenched death, who was subdued by it.

He has despoiled Hades, who descended into Hades. Hades was embittered when it tasted of his flesh and Isaiah anticipating this, cried out saying: Hades was embittered when it met thee face to face below. It was embittered, for it was rendered void. It was embittered, for it was mocked. It was embittered, for it was despoiled. It was embittered for it was fettered. It received a body, and it encountered God. It received earth, and came face to face with heaven. It received that which it saw and fell whence it saw not. O Death, where is thy sting? O Hades where is thy victory?

Christ is risen and thou art cast down. Christ is risen and the demons have fallen. Christ is risen and the angels rejoice. Christ is risen and life is made free. Christ is risen and there is none dead in the tomb. For Christ is raised from the dead, and becomes the first fruits of them that slept. To him be glory and dominion from all ages to all ages. Amen.

Bernhard Schunemann


Palm Sunday -  "They brought the donkey and the colt, placed their cloaks on them, and Jesus sat on them" (Matthew 21:7)

Charlie at Island FarmThis year 'Charlie' is once more helping us with our Palm Sunday celebrations. We are used to Charlie now, and - it appears - he is used to us, for some years now he has taken the courageous step of coming into church with us! Charlie normally lives in a donkey sanctuary called the Island Farm Donkey Sanctuary. No doubt Charlie, like all the donkeys there, has seen his share of sadness. There would be no need of donkey sanctuaries if donkeys were generally treated well. Donkeys are often mentioned in the Bible, in both Old and New Testaments, though they are amongst the most badly treated animals in Europe. Donkeys don't complain, at the very most they are stubborn and try to refuse to co-operate. There are over fifty donkeys in Charlie's sanctuary and the irony is that despite of their history of being abused they willingly carry disabled children as part of their role in the 'riding for the disabled' at their farm.

Donkeys, of course, don't say very much, but perhaps they don't miss very much either. The donkey on which Jesus rode into Jerusalem must have wondered what was going on: all the waving of palms and the shouting and singing and the putting down of garments in his way. Did he know that Jesus had chosen a donkey to reinforce the truth that he really was a king? Perhaps he knew the other donkey, which had carried Jesus and his parents into Egypt, when they were first fleeing from the persecution of Herod. Perhaps he stood on the roadside five days later when the palms were being trodden underfoot and the cross, being carried by that same Jesus, cast its shadow on the road - in the heat of the midday sun.

Charlie, like many donkeys, has a big head, a kind face and a stubborn nature, as one commentator once observed about Palm Sunday: "And only the donkey and the children noticed that Jesus was crying"

Bernhard Schunemann


Passiontide - Peter's betrayal?

"Crown of thorns" - Eric GillWe are all familiar with the drama of Peter's betrayal in the courtyard by the fire. It is a tragic but strangely comforting story which makes St Peter appear full of human frailty, capable of betraying him whom he holds most dear. And it is comforting because we know in our hearts that, when push comes to shove, we too would be capable of such weakness.

But perhaps it is also comforting because we never expect to be put in such a position - our faith is unlikely to be challenged in such dramatic and heroic circumstances. Are we not also involved in a betrayal of our Lord in our daily lives here and now? We don't turn to God when we have to make difficult decisions, God is not relevant and real to us in most moments of our lives. Ours is a creeping, almost imperceptible betrayal. Peter 'wept bitterly' when he realised his weakness and saw Jesus looking back at him.

The realisation of our own incremental betrayal does not normally drive us to weep. Perhaps it is crying that we need to relearn during this week, so that Easter will come in a way we can truly celebrate.

Bernhard Schunemann


Mothering Sunday

This Sunday is the fourth Sunday of Lent. Lent generally is a time of reflection, of considering our relationship with God, as individuals, as a faith community, as a world. But the fourth Sunday of Lent has a different flavour to it. First of all, it is often celebrated as Mothering Sunday. We remember and celebrate the care and dedication of mothers and mother figures in our lives, while trying to be sensitive to that fact that Mothering Sunday can bring to the surface all sorts of issues that can be quite painful.

The fourth Sunday of Lent is increasingly known also as 'Laughter Sunday', or 'Refreshment Sunday', when the austerity of Lent is relaxed a little. This idea comes from the first word of the traditional collect for the day: 'Rejoice'. In our church this Sunday we will celebrate Mothering Sunday with flowers and thanksgiving as well as 'Laughter Sunday', remembering that Jesus' life death and resurrection also happened to spread joy in the world. So, on a humourous last note: A young boy was overheard praying, 'Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time as I am.'

Margreet Armitstead


Lent 2004 - My Hope (Martin Luther)

Martin Luther was good at bringing into sharp focus things that are sometimes difficult to express or explain in words. These are his plain words about what it means when we promise to 'turn to Christ' as part of our conversion at our baptism:

Up until now I have not been able to satisfy the demands of God because of an innate evil and weakness. If I wasn't allowed to believe that God for the sake of Christ forgives me this daily lamented shortfall, then it would be all over with me. I must despair. But that I will not. I must hang myself on a tree like Judas. But that too I will not do. I will hang myself around the neck or on the foot of Christ like the sinner. Even though I am worse than her I will hold on to my Lord. And then he will speak to the Father: this little appendage must also go through. He has never kept anything and all your commandments he has transgressed. But Father, he hanged himself on me. Nothing to be done! I died also for him. Let him slip through. That shall be my faith.

(translated by Bernhard Schunemann)


Lent 2004 - God of creation

God of creation
we have abused the life you gave us.
Who would know we are your children?
We are ashamed.

For the times we have not loved you;
for the times we have not trusted you;
for the times we have forgotten you,
forgive us.

For the hurt we have caused one another;
for our neglect of one another;
for our rejection of each other,
forgive, and teach us to forgive each other.

Your wisdom watches over what you made
and your love never fails.
Help us to mend our hearts
and let your spirit shine in us again.
Amen

Teresa Morgan


Ash Wednesday

Ash Wednesday signals the beginning of Lent. On Wednesday this week we will be forty days away from the festival of Easter. These forty days reflect the forty days that Noah was in the ark, the forty years that Israel spent wandering in the desert and the forty days that Jesus fasted in the wilderness at the beginning of his ministry. It is a period of reflection, a period of conversion, a period of reorientating our lives in accordance with God's purposes for us.

There is an old ritual associated with Ash Wednesday it is called the 'imposition of ashes', we have our foreheads signed with a cross in ashes. The Ashes with which our foreheads are signed are the burned palm crosses from last year's Palm Sunday a symbol of the cleansing fire of God's love. But any ritual is only meaningful if it means something in our lives. Lent is a time of fasting, a time for considering where we stand with God.

During Lent we can set time aside and seriously re-consider the fundamentals of our faith. How important is God in my life? How close do I want God to be? How relevant is God to the busy life we lead? For those of us who are very busy fasting may mean to make ourselves less busy. Business can sometimes be a shield, shielding us from the necessity to ask these fundamental questions. Lent allows us to take this leisure, it may even encourage us to make this extra time.

Bernhard Schunemann


St Valentine

Valentine's Day has arrived again. So the shops are full of love chocolates, flower stands are stacked with love roses and pub notice boards are advertising special love meals. Many years ago the Beatles told us that all you need is love. Two thousand years before the Beatles sang their hearts out, Jesus told us the same. But are we all referring to the same thing? What is this 'crazy little thing called love?'

The pop songs and the soaps show us largely 'eros,' the expression of our desires, including the butterflies in the tummy that go with it. But butterflies tend to flit restlessly from one flower to the next. That's fine for butterflies, but not for people, it causes huge problems as we can see around us, in the pop songs, in the soaps, and, unfortunately, in real life.

It seems that the love that Jesus told us about is to a large extent an act of will. He said, 'It's easy to love those who like you, but I say to you, 'Love your enemy.' What a statement to make, how incredibly difficult, yet there it is. What do we do with a statement like that in our world? Do we take it seriously? How can we possibly go about this kind of love? Well, Henri Nouwen thinks that the following may be helpful as a starting point. When Jesus was baptised he was told by a voice from heaven, 'You are my beloved, my favourite.' Nouwen says all of us, including the people we don't like, are told the same.

Margreet Armitstead


What is so special about Luke?

We now have a three-year reading cycle for our readings on Sundays. During this year (2004) we will be hearing a lot from St Luke's gospel. We will be getting to know Jesus through Luke's eyes. There are two little words that Luke uses more in his gospel than any other gospel writer. And these two little words will help us to understand more deeply the person and the teaching of Jesus. The first word is both simple and strange; it's the word 'daily'. Luke remembers it in the saying about the taking up of the cross: "If anyone wants to be a follower of mine, let them take up their cross daily and follow me." (Luke 9,23). Or again in the Lord's Prayer: "Give us each day our 'daily' bread" (Luke 11,3).

Luke remembers Jesus' teaching to be relevant for our every day life; we can live our Christian life on a daily basis. There are bits we can do every day of our life, as we are drawn closer and closer into the Kingdom of God! The other small word is 'prayer'. Luke's gospel stories about Jesus invariably begin with the phrase "Jesus was praying with his disciples" or "Jesus got up from his prayers and he..." Luke remembers Jesus as someone who did everything preceded by prayer. Jesus' relationship with God his father was totally alive. It seems that his whole life was bathed in this special energy. Do we follow Jesus in the direction of our own lives?

Bernhard Schunemann


Candlemas

Presentation of Christ in the Temple"To be a light to give light to all nations and for the glory of your people Israel" (Luke 2,32)

These are the last reported words of the old man Simeon. He spoke them after seeing the baby Jesus being brought to the temple for his first service, and after he had taken the baby in his arms and looked him in the eyes. How very perceptive of him! He saw something in Jesus and he was able to express what many after him were able to repeat: That Jesus is the light for the world. We, as Jesus' followers, must look for this light and multiply it, so that the whole world will one day be bathed in his glorious light.

This story is quite a simple one. Mary brings the forty day old infant Jesus to the temple in Jerusalem in order to make the sacrifices she feels are necessary. Jesus is her first born son and therefore, according to ancient custom belongs to God. By making the sacrifices she believes she can keep Jesus with her to bring him up. But once she arrives at the temple she meets two old people called Simeon and Hannah. Simeon recognises in Jesus the saviour of the world.

We learn that Jesus, though he is the Son of God and our eternal Christ, did live as a real flesh and blood human being subject to the strange rules and regulations of his time. We learn today that Mary did not flinch from bringing Jesus and presenting him so that he would light up even the darkest corners of this world, hearing that her own heart would be pierced also. And we also learn from Hannah - if we listen to our gospel reading carefully - that women have been prophets right from the beginning of Christian history. Simeon also has a message for us: having experienced the presence of Christ we can contemplate our own departing in peace.

But above all we celebrate that Christ lights up our faces because in him can be found truth that is beyond speaking.

Bernhard Schunemann


Transformational encounters

Transformational encounters. It is a bit of a mouthful, but well worth reflecting on. Have you ever come across someone that really made you think about your life, someone that shook you up a bit, someone that did not see life the way you saw it and therefore challenged you in some way?

Some years ago we lived in Hong Kong and for my teaching job I had to travel in a ferry. I shared this ferry with a colleague, a lady in her early forties. Some days during our 45 minute journey to our work she would pray. She would not pray to Christ but to Vishnu, because she was a Hindu. Seeing my friend pray to God was for me a 'transformational encounter'. She opened up the idea for me that there are other ways to God.

Jesus' presence always seemed to have been transformational, it changed people. For Jesus the most important aspect of true religion was to try and embody unconditional love. Therefore both the sick, the poor and the outcasts were transformed because they were loved and the religious leaders were transformed because their rigid views were challenged. The first group found new inner peace, the second new inner disquiet.

Margreet Armitstead

2003

Christmas - Is it true?

Perhaps that is the crucial question for Christians at this holy time: the possibility of radical change and transformation in a fallen and desperate world, because of what happened — once-for-all — in God-made-human. Is it true, despite all appearances? In saying yes, we, as Christians, stake our lives on Jesus', and that is both costly and joyous. Even if times are difficult for you now, I wish you some of the taste of that joy this Christmas. Here is John Betjeman, reminding us afresh:

And is it true? And is it true?
This most tremendous tale of all,
Seen in a stained-glass window's hue,
A Baby in an ox's stall?
The Maker of the stars and sea
Become a Child on earth for me?

And is it true? For if it is,
No loving fingers tying strings
Around those tissued fripperies,
The sweet and silly Christmas things,
Bath salts and inexpensive scent,
And hideous tie so kindly meant,

No love that in a family dwells,
No carolling in frosty air,
Not all the steeple-shaking bells
Can with this single Truth compare -
That God was Man in Palestine
And lives today in Bread and Wine.

Love and prayers to you all from America, Sarah Coakley


Do not be afraid, Mary!

Earlier this year we had a flower festival on the occasion of the feast of St Michael and All Angels. We learned then that angels might come in all sorts of shapes and sizes. We are used to thinking of them as harmless little cherubs mainly adorning bits of the church that otherwise might look unsightly. Or we have them dangling from our Christmas trees. In the church where I was baptised we had some angels painted on the ceiling, and I have a very strong memory as a child, during seemingly endless sermons gazing up at these strange beings. They had scrolls coming out of their mouths with music written on them.

As far as the Bible is concerned, that is of course their main function: they are 'messengers', nothing more and nothing less. Their appearance is entirely unimportant compared to their function as 'messengers'. The messenger-angel Gabriel seems to have been of a rather frightening appearance, perhaps more along the lines of angels in orthodox iconography. Mary was 'greatly troubled'. The entry of God into our lives can be very disturbing, especially if we take it seriously. Mary had no choice: her life was turned upside down and never the same again, no wonder the angel had to calm her down. The Good News of Christmas is brought to us courtesy of this one person's courage and faithfulness. Thank you Mary, O favoured one!

Bernhard Schunemann

How shall I tell of this great mystery?
He who is without flesh becomes incarnate;
the Word puts on a body; the Invisible is seen;
He whom no hand can touch is handled;
and He who knows no beginning now begins to be.
The Son of God becomes the Son of man Jesus Christ,
the same yesterday and today and for ever.
 
(Great Vespers, 26 December - Orthodox Liturgy)


Advent Again

We were still waiting when the trees let drop
their brightest hopes; through drifts of disappointment
wading towards the sharp hill top, to watch
December raised.
Easter was gone; the difference delayed;
we harvested, made hay, uncertain.
Planted winter wheat. Summer is dead
and it is hard to feel we've even started.
Night shivers between us now; rain sifts
round cottages' cold shoulders, skirts
abandoned, gardens where the grass was greener,
and are we saved?

Behind the clouds
Venus emerges; slowly; like a star,
radiant with expectation.
Stir up the clay clogging your boots.
A new moon rises, rocking like a cradle.
Open your eyes, she says. Look east
where hope is warm. Where else but in the dark
could you have seen the dawn?

Teresa Morgan

"Falling Stars" from Hildegard "Scivias"

Advent as a 'path of waiting'

Waiting, as we see it in the people on the first pages of the Gospel, is waiting with a sense of promise. 'Zechariah, your wife Elizabeth is to bear you a son.' 'Mary, listen! You are to conceive and bear a son' (Luke 1,13 & 31). People who wait have received a promise that allows them to wait. They have received something that is at work in them, like a seed that has started to grow. This is very important. We can really wait only if what we are waiting for has already begun for us. So waiting is never a movement from nothing to something. It is always a movement from something to something more.

A waiting person is a patient person. The word 'patience' means the willingness to stay where we are and live the situation out to the full in the belief that something hidden there will manifest itself to us. Impatient people are always expecting the real thing to happen somewhere else and therefore want to go elsewhere. The moment is empty. But patient people dare to stay where they are. Patient living means to live actively in the present and wait there. Waiting, then, is not passive. It involves nurturing the moment, as a mother nurtures the child that is growing in her womb.

Henri Nouwen


End of the church year

The Church year has come to an end. This week will be the last of this Church year, next week will be the first week of Advent, the first week of the new Church year. At the end of a certain period, a day, a birthday party, a holiday, a summer, a school year, a life, even a millennium, we tend to reflect on what the time past has been like. Was it exciting or boring, pleasant or painful, healing or hurtful, successful or disastrous, perhaps a mixture of many things.

In Church we shall reflect on all the different sides of Christ that we have been thinking about this past year. We have thought about Jesus as the storyteller, the healer of the sick, the one who comforted the lonely and poor and challenged the complacent. But there are two sides of Christ that stand out for me. One is expressed in a hymn that we will sing this Sunday, 'What a Friend we have in Jesus,' expressing that it is actually possible for us to have an informal intimacy, closeness, with God as our closest friend. The other one is expressed in the official title of this last Sunday of the Church year 'Christ the King,' that Christ is above all the one who showed us that his kingship was best portrayed with his crown of thorns, absorbing pain and turning it into transforming love.

Jesus' life and teaching was full of other transforming paradoxes, one of which we will look forward to from next week, Christ the King, born in a lowly stable. May we all follow Christ's way of transforming love in our lives in the next year.

Margreet Armitstead


Remember people in prison

Prison at its best can be a place of reflection and change, a place where people can encounter God, but mostly it is a bleak, frightening and lonely place where people are in danger of losing touch with their own humanity. Dietrich Bonhöfer was a Lutheran priest, imprisoned and finally murdered by the Nazis. Some of his most powerful writing came from him in prison:

Proclaiming God's word It is not up to us to predict the day - but the day will come - when people again will be called, to speak God's word, so that under it the world will be changed and renewed. That will be a language, perhaps quite unreligious, but new words of liberation and salvation. Just like the language of Jesus: people will be shocked by its power, its power to overcome. The language of a new justice and a new truth. A language that proclaims the peace of God with humanity and the drawing near of God's Kingdom.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer (translated by B Schunemann)


To be a saint is to know God in Christ

I had a friend, who, for a while, was responsible for proposing people of the past to be commemorated as saints in the Church of England. In the Church of England we have a number of saints (or sometimes called special "commemorations") that have not been recognised as saints by other churches yet. Among them Julian of Norwich (8 May), John Henry Newman of Littlemore (11 August), Martin Luther (31 October) and John & Charles Wesley (24 May).

As we don't have a Pope in the Church of England, it falls to the General Synod to confirm the status of sainthood. But it fell to my friend to allocate dates on which these new saints might be commemorated. Invariably he did this by choosing the day on which they died. The saints go before us (official ones and unofficial ones). Saints are people who have been perceived to be profoundly close to God during parts of their lifetime. But saints are especially people who have gone before us through death. And for them death, the moment of their dying, is a new birth. For them death has truly opened the gate of glory and through them we can glimpse what might await us. In the end only God can 'make' saints, and it is likely that we would be thoroughly surprised by who appears to be included. Who knows, it might even be ourselves and - even more shocking - the neighbour whom we have never noticed before!

But the discussion about who might or who might not have been a saint is actually irrelevant when it comes affirming the deeper truth: there is a connection between our life here on earth and our life awaiting us beyond the grave. And though we do not now know any details, we do know that the saints have gone before us and that they accompany us with their prayers on our journey.

Bernhard Schunemann


Bible Sunday

Today is Bible Sunday. For me, there is no other book in the world quite like the Bible. It is a unique piece of literature. We can read it to enjoy the artistic beauty of its poetry, the exciting action of its historical books, and the drama of its prophets. We can look to the Bible for comfort or guidance, inspiration or entertainment. The Bible is also God's special revelation telling us about God and pointing the way to salvation and eternal life through Jesus Christ. As God's word it speaks authoritatively to all our needs and desires and calls on us to listen and obey.

For many people in the world the Bible is God's word for today and for every day of our lives. Many believe that it is important that we memorise verses from God's word. This can help us to grow in our Christian faith: 'I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you' (Psalm 119:11) and it will help us to tell others about our faith: 'Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path' (Psalm 119:105). Throughout history God has continued to direct and illumine humankind through the Bible. It presents us with a lifelong challenge, to learn to know God, to love him and to obey him.

Richard Chand


Fair Trade

"Hortus inclusus" from Littlemore east window "And what does the Lord require of you, but to do justice and love kindness and walk humbly with you our God" (Micah 6,8). To treat people fairly, and especially to do so with those who are less powerful than us is at the heart of the conversion that the prophets of the Old Testament want us to experience in our lives.

Fair Trade is one way in which producers are guaranteed to get a fair price and they begin to be less at the mercy of all the traders and processors in between them and the consumer. Fair Trade also benefits the communities in which these producers work. Julien Mistidor is a member of the Cooperative Sainte Helene Carice. For the first time, they are selling coffee direct to the European Fair Trade market, the latest stage in a long process, which could mean greater prosperity for rural families in the poorest country in the Americas. Julien says, "I've been in the co-op for twenty years. As far as price goes it's going quite well - the price the co-op is getting is much better. At first, before the co-op was set up, we would have to take out loans at very high interest in order to send the children to school. Now with the co-op we're getting something back. Now the coffee is worth something. Before, we didn't get anything, even after the harvest. I have nine children and all but the youngest are at school - if it hadn't been for the coffee and the co-op this would have not been possible. The co-op has helped my wife, our children and me with our health problems. We can store the harvest and be more secure in the knowledge that if we have any problems we can turn to the co-op for help, if we need a loan. It's helping us progress."

Bernhard Schunemann


Baptism

"Font" by Elo Allik-SchünemannToday's gospel tells us how a rich man who kept all the commandments was told by Jesus to sell everything he had and follow him. The rich man left quietly and we are subsequently told that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God. That makes most of us shift uneasily on our seats even if we were more than averagely generous last week on gift day. Last year at college friend told us a simple story. A man came before God and was asked to give everything to God, house, car, mobile phone, family, the clothes he was wearing, even his life, the lot. There he was, totally stripped of everything he had held dear. Then God said, 'Here, have the key to your house, have your mobile phone, have your family, have everything. But remember who gave all this to you and use it wisely.'

We are not asked to sell everything and become poor but we are all asked to use what we have in God's service, become channels of God's peace, whether we are rich or poor, even you, even me. We start this path of service officially when we are baptised and welcomed into the family of the church. Today we are delighted to celebrate Helen's baptism. People are gathered from many different countries to witness this joyful occasion. May we all feel inspired today to continue our journey of life with God joyfully, to thank God for all he has blessed us with and to use all we have been given wisely.

Margreet Armitstead


Harvest

"Flowers" by Elo Allik-SchünemannOctober has arrived, sweeping the last warmth of summer out of the most sheltered corners. In my garden, chairs and toys which lived outside all the hot weeks of August, have been brought in and tidied into their winter cupboards. The garden is left to michaelmas daisies and fat harvest spiders, who throw up bigger and bigger webs to catch the last few flies. It is time to enjoy being safe indoors, turn up the heating, put on the oven, dig out the book or the indoor job we have been keeping for the dark evenings.

It is time to look back on the year and reckon up: what was good and what was bad, what we're glad we did, what we wish we had (or hadn't); how family and friends have been; what we'll have to leave till another year.

Every year is a mixture of good and bad, but the collect for Harvest Festival reminds us firmly that the goodness of God towers above everything else. "You crown the year with your goodness," it says. Harvest Festival is a time for giving thanks. The collect also reminds us that before we lock the door and close the curtains, we must check that the people around us are also safe and warm and have what they need to get through the winter. "You give us the fruits of the earth in their season: grant that we may use them ... for the relief of those in need and for our own well-being." God and the earth are father and mother to us all. At Harvest Festival, we show how much we honour them by taking care of each other.

Teresa Morgan


Being a Christian

In the gospel reading from Mark chapter 8, Jesus asks two questions of his disciples. The first is "who do people say that I am?", and the disciples reported back the various conclusions that people had reached. In these current times where spiritual issues are of great interest to many people, it is neither particularly difficult or threatening to have long discussions about who Jesus was or might be, and there will be different answers depending on who you talk to.

It is important for us to be aware of what other people think about God and Jesus, but of far more significance is Jesus’ second question "but who do you say that I am"?. This moves us away from the impersonal and the abstract to the personal, where we are forced to stop and confront our own beliefs. This is not merely a theological debate about what we believe. Knowing who Jesus is lies at the very core of our own individual humanity and spirituality. Knowing who Jesus is defines who we are, and how we live our lives. As Christians we will hopefully come up with a broadly similar idea of who Jesus is, but as individuals we will all experience him differently in our lives. In this sense the significance is not in being able to come up with the "right" answer to the question, it is in knowing what our answer would be if the same question were to be asked of each one of us.

Wendy Blagden


Our new John Henry Newman School

The opening of our brand-new church school here in Littlemore this week has set me thinking about the role as teacher, that Jesus has in our lives. Like all 'Rabbis' (literally 'teacher' - see John 20,16) at his time, Jesus spent most of his later life teaching his disciples, they knew him to be their teacher.

A lot of his teaching has been preserved for us in the gospels. He taught by example, he taught by deeds of authority and, most memorably of all, he taught by telling stories, painting in the most vivid and sometimes disturbing colours the reality of the kingdom of God. But perhaps the single most important thing he teaches us is to live well. When Jesus teaches us to pray, in the famous words of the Lord's Prayer, he does not teach us how we should ask God for things, but he teaches us how we should learn to live our lives. By starting our prayers with the simple words 'Our father', he teaches us an intimacy with God that will fill our whole beings with such an awareness of being loved, that we will learn to live in a completely new way. Jesus, even today, can be our teacher and we can learn to enter his 'school for real life' and pray in his words.

In our prayers in this church we commit ourselves to praying for our new school and its entire staff and children regularly so that they also will be able to learn to live in the light of this intimate love of God.

Bernhard Schunemann


God as gardener

Last year I described how I picked some valerian out of a wall and planted it in my garden, and how it died, but after several weeks came amazingly back to life. This year, that valerian has grown and spread and produced scores of pink flowers. And I don't want to seem ungrateful, but it is now almost too vigorous, and is starting to crowd and kill the plants around it. I have already had to move some, to save the azalea bush and the nearby ferns.

This kind of situation is common in human life too. People who are treated roughly can all too easily be damaged, even die. But people who are well treated or naturally strong can become aggressive and damage others. The question is, how do we get the balance right? In the wild, it is simple: strong plants survive and weak ones die. But in a garden, there is a place for hardy plants and delicate ones, large and small, native and exotic. We love them all, and we try to make sure that we plant them where their special qualities will flourish.

In the same way, the Bible often describes God as a gardener, or a farmer, of people. God loves us all, and hopes for each of us to find a place where our best qualities can thrive. And one of the things we can do for God, is to keep an eye out for each other's good qualities, and think where they would do well, and if we can, help people to get there. That way, we will all flourish, and no-one will get hurt.

Teresa Morgan